i lie on my bed, thinking what went wrong... with everything gone... but i guess life's like that.. i try to be independant by myself, but all i did was fell... fell on hard on the ground. i cant help myself, its hopeless... and everyday, i prayed for someone to save me.. from the high cliff i fell straight down, and till now, im still falling... what's gone wrong? i didn do anything so why is everybody blaming me? pressurizing me? its the price i pay.. and im paying it so why carn you all jus let me rest in peace? my soul is missing, i cant seem to find a trace in life... all i wanted is to love somebdy and to have somebody to love me.. its difficult i guess esp when everyone turn thier back on you and mock at your stupidity in believing there's hope and love in this devastated world.... and it hurts...