Tuesday, September 27, 2005


You are lonely, probably suffering from a heartbreak. You tend to put up a mask so that people wont see how deep the sorrow runs. You smile on the outside, but inside you're still really hurting. You have stopped believing that true love exists, or if it does, that you will never find it. You are a very caring person, which is why it hurt so much to be rejected. Your friends try to help you, but you either embrace their help or push them away, saying they will never understand. Let them in, they know more than you think they do and can help you. Just remember that love isn't always pain and that sometimes it doesn't work out. Some people will love you more than anything else in the world and some will scoop out your heart with a spoon. Forget the latter, if they hurt you that bad they obviously arent worth you still being hung up on them IF all your problem is is that you're lonely, don't give up. The right person is coming, but it might take them awhile. LIfe isn't just about love. Instead try just hanging out with your friends and doing the things you love. The right person will come along when you least expect it. Hang on, love will find you and your heart will mend.

Power- illusion
Color- silver and white
Quote: You never see the bad days in a photo album but its those days that get us from one happy snapshot to the next

*** serious??? i dun even know what i am.. but i guess 90% is true lar... sianz.. wifout hp means wifout life... suddenly appreciate my hp.. hahahahahahaha

Monday, September 26, 2005

People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light within... its difficult knowing what's inside of people.. what they think... what's inside them... hmm.. meeting pple... its tough knowing what's inside.. be careful for what type you guys meet.. sum times pple just hide the real them and pretende what they arnt and i think this pple are such a poser and everthing.. they don't deserve to live in this world. human races are so pathetic... there's no heart mind and soul in them. all is in there are hollow... its empty in them.. People see hate in my eyes. i feel like there is no good in the world. There's no one and nothing that is worth my time anymore aside from maybe causing pain to the unworthy people around me. i hate all life and just wish it would die or that i could kill it myself. i don't have many good friends, and the friends i do have are most likely sticking to a very old and accurate saying. "Keep your friends close but your enemies closer." Sooner or later my hatred of the world will be my own undoing because it turns everyone against me. so jux watch your step.

Saturday, September 24, 2005



"I tear my heart open. I sew my self shut. My weakness is that i care to much. And our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. " i'm hurting in and out that i carn tolerate this pain... > i'm not sure.. but it has proven time cannot heal my wound... nobody can.. its in pieces and the only way to heal will be the only one who smashed my heart... though its never possible again... sigh..

Monday, September 19, 2005


yoz... so sianz... sadded... life is so f**king for me... i hate my handphone... my sms used like 1000+ lorr... haix.. den $89 for me... thanks so much lorr.... my poor poor handphone kena confiscated liao... sum more is 2 weeks lorr.... cannot stand it... haix... carn even sms or call pple liaoz... but luckily now haven confiscate now... gonna do it soon le la... haix... so sadded... spastic... *pluah... stupid!!!! arrgh..... hate my bloody phone... love ya... muackz...

Sunday, September 18, 2005



heyy bloggie... haha.. today got alot of tym to blog.. haha..not really la.. talk crap oly de... lolx... so... wad's up today? don't know le... very sian.. having sianzation.. now.. end of yr exams cuming up...stressed siaz... have to study so many subjects...... esp de chinese... so stupid.. i don't like it at all... i rather go express chinese than taking higher chinese.... s**ks... haha... today is de moon cake de festival... so sian.. nobody online then nobody pei wo qu ti deng long..... haha... crappy...lolx.. today dunno why so good mood.. today.. haha... love ya...
heyy guys... today nvr update... sorry worz.. was damn busy... all thanks to lim shangfa... make me hit de chair den my leg injured... need cast... thanks to him... haha.. anyway.. i dunno why but i've been missing some one.. dunno who lorr.. *blur *blur.. hahaz... u noe who u r... dun need to say le ba.. so tired now.. haix.. wanna slp le.. nighty nightz... sweet dreams.. *wink X)

Friday, September 16, 2005


heyy guys... my new blog.. this is de third blog i had... sigh.. life's so difficult to live.. i hate it.. i jus wished i was dead... i only bring trouble to this f**king world and its getting me so pissed off.. i don't like myself.. i love hurting myself and make myself de worst girl ever.. and i don know who i am anymore.. im such a rebellious girl... streaming's coming and im so stressed up everyday.. with all those homework... right now i'm just so hurt and everything.. my complicated life... sigh.. haix.. there's nothing i can do since i've made this mistake.. there's no turning back... but i love the previous life of sec 2... i miss him.. yet somethimes u just have to let go... <<>>
* i love you winston.. X)