hmm. looking out the window, all i see is darkness. sigh.. whenever night comes, i'll feel so damn depressed. and i hate it. haiz.. wa.. seriously, i cant stand without a stead. im gonna rot soon. so lonely. and hollow insede me.. haix.. sigh...............nvm. if there's fate then we'll be together. yup. god.. save me.. two weeks before my next guitar lessson. wth.. im dying alrdy. oh man. haix.. haix.. haix.. relieve me from lonliness?????

hmm.. what can i say? it jus feels good to be single.. serious!! haha.. such freedom to express ur love for some1 else and no restrictions.. woohoo.. but there r times really lonely and wanting a shoulder to lean on and tell them how u feel. hmm. now no one listens to me.. umm.. nvm.. no we so engaged into the tk thingy.. lol. sotong so cute.. haha.. dun insult k.. lol. i dunno how to say or reply. nvm.. if its time, fate will come, but if its not time yet, no use forcing right?

ps.. hum hum.. stop telling me shuai ge cos im allegic.. and i know.. n sucks k? @#$% i know...

wa.. i fell down today. lol. was running to the water cooler playing wif my friends then there very wet and i slipped and fell!! omg.. lol. the worst is my kneecap banged into the metal cooler.. wah.. pain.. now abit bleed and big blue-black there.. awwwwwwwww... ouch.. and it was like so malu.. lol. nvm.. but i think its so funny. haha. hmm.. i dunno. tmr fri!!! have charm at 830 @ channel5 and ghost whisperer 10 @ channel 5 too. haha. yay!! got lost today also.. on 43 then i first time take to serangoon stadium there.. dunno how alight.. but thx to alvin he brought me there.. still called and ask me im ok not. haha. do i look like im lost in s'pore???!!! omg.. haha. but thanks anyway.. :)

i lurrve u w>>>>>>

im letting go of everything.. my studies, love life and whatever there is for me to let go of.. im tired, constantly breaking down tt i cant do this anymore. i don wanna do this anymore. it really irritates me and i just feel like killing myself. pls spare me from hurt and depression. i've been thru it and i dont wanna return to hell again. let me go pls. i beg for amnesia i beg for anesthesia, forget the past and numb the pain, if this dont stop i'll go insane. yeah. *tears* pls dont tear me apart anymore. release me.. im sorry, pls forgive me..

what is this?? i hate the Os... i one wrong for listening compre liao lorr. walao. lol.and wads wrong with ah kay ah? keep saying " wo jin tian xia wu yao qu WEI DUO LI YA ZONG XUE jian kao" wad crap la? how many times he hav to say? walao.. i cannot tahan him man.. i slept in his lesson today. first time sia.. he use the txtbk knock my table leh.. wa.. miracle.. FIRST TIME LEh!!!!!! lol. sry.. am i being hysterical? lol. so pai seh. haha. er.. ppl pls dun ask me for my listening compre ans k? i put in my blog..

1) B
2)C
3)A
4)D
5)B
6)A
7)D
8)C
9)C (this one alot ppl put A) dunno.
10)D

walao.. whats the crappy life in school la.. duh.. c'on lorr. who gives a damn on studies? exception for nerds sia..but no offense la.. vann so cute today.. got very very high marks for her amaths circular measure.. lol. i got 3/15.. haha.. not one ans correct de lorr. lol. is pity marks.. or tts wad the teacher told me.. lol. i dun care la. whatever lar.. fail badly fail lorr. so? i nv fail b4 meh? lol. FINE.. tmr my damn chi oral.. oh bloody shit.. i dont even know how to speak chi.. omg... how to go for oral. lol. nvm.. speaking eng at lest got sum marks. haha.. sorry la... dunno how speak.. i'm like so ashamed i come from mbs.. lol. so pai seh.. my chi used to be A* but now.,.haha.. so pai seh liao.. haha..

tired as i am, just leave me alone