im letting go of everything.. my studies, love life and whatever there is for me to let go of.. im tired, constantly breaking down tt i cant do this anymore. i don wanna do this anymore. it really irritates me and i just feel like killing myself. pls spare me from hurt and depression. i've been thru it and i dont wanna return to hell again. let me go pls. i beg for amnesia i beg for anesthesia, forget the past and numb the pain, if this dont stop i'll go insane. yeah. *tears* pls dont tear me apart anymore. release me.. im sorry, pls forgive me..