amaths test today, im still not feeling right up to standard.. my health is deteriorate everyday and my totally weak.. sigh.. im like suffering with terminal illness.. haix.. my mind is in turmoil, my heart collasping.. i need someone to help me outta here.. im falling, too deep that i cant figure out who i really am anymore.. but i dont wanna depend on pple anymore.. i hav to depend on myself.. i hav to pave my own road.. give me hope, once again.. nobody can help me this time.. if i cant do it, im giving up.. my life, my future, my own family.. im sorry.. i've let everyone down who loves me.. im sorry.. right here, i apologise for that and im sure your hope lies on other ppl, not me.. im hopeless..

HOLLAND V.S ARGENTINA 3am.. gonna watch le..

WESTLIFE LYRICS
"My Love"
An empty street, an empty house
I hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems soo far
[Chorus:]So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love. (oh my love)
All the seas from coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.

hmm....hmm... wa.. holidays gonna be over.. whoa.. hav to see those teachers again.. and comment on how lousy i am in their class.. blah blah blah.. im like WADEVER!!! hmm.. my guitar skills not bad le.. haha.. this sat teacher gonna teach my love- westlife.. the song very nice wor.. lol. can play for my beloved liao.. yay.. lol. but need loads of practice first.. wa.. my fingers numb le.. press the folk steel guitar strings press until my fingers pain.. esp the F so diff play.. umm.. can time pass faster.. come back from obs faster ma.. missing you alot.. im dying.. plus school reopening..then can see u.. wa.. so sian..

OMG!!! Argentina vs Serbia and Montenegro 6-0 wow!!! go argentina.. did well this time.. but actually is also cos Serbis and Montenegro hav internal disputes.. thats why cant really unleash their potential in this match.. but im still glad tt argentina won.

Goals:
18. RODRIGUEZ Maxi (6')
5. CAMBIASSO Esteban (31')
18. RODRIGUEZ Maxi (41')
9. CRESPO Hernan (78')
11. TEVEZ Carlos (84')
19. MESSI Lionel (88')

hmm.. messi's a good player.. quite a good striker.. but i dont think crespo is good. he's ok but maybe he's lacgging in this game? he offside in this game wor.. or it would be 7-0. yup. done very well this time. there's a good passer in this game also.. hmm.. Sorin juan.. argentina can do better, might be able to surpass brazil.. yeah.. hav faith in them.. good job man..

wow.. world cup fever now... lol. me support argentina.. hmm. anw, this june im crazy soon. wa.. my sch work cant finish. dont feel like doing. yes, something is bothering me. and seriously its affecting my mood, my studies and my sleep. whoa.. my head hurts man.. now abit sick le.. soon fever liao. wtf. stupid fucking o lvl chi. WHAT THE HELL???!!! walao. hav to like memorise the whole stack of chinese oral thingy larr.. what the.... nvm.. and really, i hate it.. im only sec 3 like...HELLO?? haix.. sian.. somemore my chi like...shit?...yeah. i cant speak proper chinese larr. let alone oral.. and i speak eng in chi oral den get lowest in class de lorr. haix.. oh god.. why i hav to speak chinese? plus its like ppl cant believe im from maha bodhi larr. cos the chi standard there good ma.. then look at me.. sigh.. dont be suprised.. cos i got a* for my PSLE chi. yeah. now? i like getting B4 and C5,6 whoa.. i cant believe it larr. sorry mbs.. i failed you, my dear school.. im so sorry tt i let you down.. sobx :(*

The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is LOVE and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with you family or hang with your friends. You're a very emotonal person and you cant possibly survive without love in your life.You're really funloving and can make most people laugh (i kinda envy you for that),you also probably have tons and tons of friends not to mention all the people who envy you secretly and will try to invade your private life, if you let them too close - and all that just because you're such a nice person.Watch out though - a person such as you is very vulnerable when it comes to trusting. Don't over do it...as optimistic a you are, in reality there are many treators. In love you can only find happyness with someone opposite to you (like..character i mean). He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly special and unique. If you find that person, the two of you'll be like Cindarella and her prince charming.

haha. okok. today took a few quizes. yup. put two on my blog only. lol. check this out::


------------SEPTEMBER BABY ------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

tends to regret... i agree totally.. umm umm

Your not depressed... but your on the road to depression.. beofr you get to the point where your depressed try to make your self happy!