what happened today? hmm. i went for test. sure get full marks. then dance. haix. i cant concentrate well. cum that thing then plus emotionally not well. then get scolded by teacher cause i stand in front. haix. is this just a dream? if it is, wake me up, somebody. then after that 4.30 finish after that dunno what came over me, i took 76 to victoria. walao. 11 stations altogether. so long. then i alighted at near the expressway that stop then took a walk around the school sit down at bus stop, lookin at the school, day dreaming all the way until 5.36. extracted all my memories of him there and left. take 76 back and went past maris stella. i looked at it longingly everyday and i really dont wanna place my memories of him there. i cant bear to do it. half a yr of memories is alot. i want everything of us to be in my heart, mind, spirit and soul. though i know its painful. yup. common tests coming up now. sigh. i cant even study for one minute. i think too much. my brain is exploding.