hello... im like so lame.. anyway... AHHHH!!!! russell is back... *sigh.. am i suppose to be happy? i dunno.. i dont seem to.. i think i rather not have him back.. im just expressing what im thinking and feelings.. so no offense ok???? haix.. wadeva... he dun even call or really email me after patching up lar... and its like so stupid.. wadever.. im now like...his slave>??!!! and there's nothing i can do ok.. thats it and im tired of staying soooo "loyal" to him.. im gona venture out.. but i wont go around knowing everyone... i'll just wait for the guy--- which doesn really cum true huh?